Tuesday, 10 July 2012

Learning Curve

These past few weeks have been a massive learning curve for me, as I seem to have found myself at a bit of a dead end. I am once again, unemployed.
Turns out all the hard work and hours I have been putting in for the past 3 months have not benefited me at all. I won't go into it in too much detail but basically it involves a internship and not a very successful outcome!
This has given me a chance to think, and take a good look at myself, and I have come to the conclusion that I am too nice. I seem to go out of my way to please and impress other people, without thinking about myself. I need to learn how to say no to people.
I have always considered myself to be a strong person, but recently I seem to have burst into tears for pathetic reasons, more times than I can remember. Which makes me think that maybe I have been trying to be strong for too long now, and my mind and body can't take it anymore. I have almost 8 years of locked up emotions catching up on me now.
So now is my time to work on myself, have a little cry, and pick myself back up again. I need to spend some time travelling, making music, being with people I love and looking at the beautiful world we live in. Because life is too short.

I don't know what career path I want to take, but hopefully in this time I will find my place.
I will also have more time for blogging! ;)

So here's some snippets of what I've been up to while I've been a bit MIA...
Radio 1 Hackney Weekend, The Eden Project, Hackney Weekend, Summer Classical Concert, Open Mic Night - Jubilee, Family Summer BBQ


  1. This is a really nice and honest post, I too am at a bit of a lost end which is not a great feeling..however I do believe that eventually everything does fall into place :)
    Btw your hair looks lovely!

  2. That's the silver lining - more blogging! I'm sure there are better things around the corner for you. xxx

  3. I'm sorry that your internship didn't work out but I'm sure good things will be coming your way. I am also unemployed at the moment and feel at a bit of a loss but will take your advice and try to see the beauty in the world :)
    Your hair looks lovely in all these pics by the way

  4. Lovely post and quotes. Sorry about your internship, I honestly believe everything happens for a reason. So hopefully it will make way for something even better. All the best x



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